Breakfast today was a souped-up vanilla slim fast. HFS, it tasted SO sweet. But I figure its got the right amount of carbs, plus the extra protein I add to it. AND, it's got a lot of vitamins and nutrients – so that's good since I haven't gone and gotten any pre-natals yet. I wanna see what the OB says today.

I was kinda urky this morning when I woke up, but my belly was upset last night so I tried not to worry about it. I had a little bit of panic last night – I had such horrible pain in my very low belly I thought for a minute that something must be wrong. But it was either a bad IBS attack or the leftover thai food not agreeing with me. Round 2 was this morning, but not nearly as bad. No major pains this time either.

I'm still seeing more color on the tissue when I wipe than I'd like. I'll be sure to ask the OB about that today. I should maybe make a list – or at least bring something to write on.

I'm anxious to confirm that things are progressing as they should. Talking with Paul last night was hard. I saw how upset he was getting, explaining why he can't let himself get excited about it yet. I was kind of assuming that things would be OK, but Paul seems convinced that I'm gonna lose the baby just because “we fail at this.” Hopefully today he'll get whatever information he needs to relax and just enjoy the fact that we're pregnant.

I *do* hope very much that they figure out that I'm more like 6 weeks along as opposed to 10-11 weeks.