I have a feeling that the next 28 hours are just going to CRAWL. I'm trying not to get anxious, but it's not working. I tried to explain it to Paul last night – that I almost wish I had morning sickness. Just for that reassurance that everything is progressing as it should. Because right now, I could just about explain away all the pregnancy symptoms with other medical crap. (Missed period? what else is new?…. peeing way more often? High blood sugars….. sore boobs? Actually, they're not as sore as they were….)

But other than those three main symptoms, I wouldn't think anything was going on. And that's unsettling to me. So I'm really wanting more confirmation tomorrow. I don't have some big impending sense of doom or anything – I just don't really have a sense of *anything*.

2:00 tomorrow afternoon CANNOT come soon enough.