I’m cruising on a website for a great wrap carrier I heard about today. The gallery is packed full of pictures of parents all over the world with their babies in this carrier. Moms and Dads, newborns through preschoolers.

Tears are running down my cheeks. For the first time in a very, very, very long time I’m able to look at pictures of babies and smile with anticipation instead of feeling a cold grip on my heart for what will never be ours.

It’s getting a lot more real now. What a blessing.